Using my voice to spread the message of Delia has been the highlight of my life and was the focal point of my summer. I read Different Like Delia to schools both locally and internationally. The experience of reading my story to others and having them listen to what I had to say was incredibly impactful. Spreading Delia’s message of unity and acceptance has been a gift. Over the years, I have learned to accept myself and my struggle and I want to be an example for others to do the same. Through my readings, I hope both children and adults understand that what makes you different should be celebrated.
In May, I visited Saints Peter & Paul Catholic School in San Francisco. In June, I read to several primary schools on the West Coast of Ireland. These experiences allowed me to combine my love for my hometown, my admiration for my Irish heritage, and the joy I experience in advocacy. Public speaking is never easy for a stutterer. It is a daunting task where I sometimes question myself and how others will perceive me. When I speak in front of a group, I must shed my reservations and fears to become the best version of myself. Although I may stumble or it might take me a little longer to get out a word, my message prevails.
Of course, during these readings, I have moments when my nerves get the best of me. It’s only natural to experience self-doubt sometimes! But the children’s positive reactions are most impactful for me and reassure me that I am doing something important. The questions from the audience, their wondering glances at the pages of the book, and their smiles as I discuss my story encourage me to stay the course on my journey. The best part of my day is when a child will excitedly come up to me and comment on my book!
We all struggle with something. Understanding that we are all in the same boat and crave acceptance and love is the first step. In the future, I hope to read Different Like Delia to kids across the country and the world. I want to create a safe place for people to share their struggles but also a culture where no stutterer ever feels unaccepted.
